UNIT: 06619
DIVSION: GRID
CLEARANCE: 05Enter Password: ********
ACCESS GRANTED
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It seems that I'm having bad luck no matter what I do.
Firstly was during a fight with a so-called chivalrous Recruit who I was told to spar against, ended with me getting my head slammed against the ground. I don't exactly recall what happened after, but I remember being in pain and thinking about getting even with that Recruit. Later I had an interesting conversation with an Oh-One JUDGE regarding rank and entitlement and we discussed why they were worthy of respect and I was not. I believe it comes down to a persons ability to lead others without injury or casualties, though they seemed to thnk other wise.
When I was clamped on the Nexus Hardpoint, I was approached by a Citizen who claimed that he was insulted, the Citizen was approximately six feet tall. I told him that he's a big boy and it was only and insult, he should be able to take it, however he later claimed that he was also attacked by the same man. I'm not an idiot, I was surrounded by stupidity and brainless Citizens wanting to try and ambush Union Officers, I'm not going to be made a fool of by Citizens. I showed little care for this Citizens problems and requested his Citizen Identification Card, though reciting a name and some numbers. I wasn't planning on believing anything he said, so I insisted to see his Identification Card, he refused and began to swear at me. It wasn't until another Citizen emerged and tried to remove this disgrunted Citizen that he eventually stopped wasting the Union, and my time. Unfortunately I don't remember much of this Citizens appearance though I believe he might be a possible Anti-Citizen, based off the behaviour I witnessed.
Additionally, during a power failure, there was an Exogen breach, where a Citizen suggested I patrol - which I declined and suggest they stop running - they declined. Fortunately though, the Citizens were able to be relocated to the Citizen Housing Block and were kept safe during the events which unfolded. A group of three spider/lion type creature came out from one of the districts, the overall success of keeping socio-stability was high. I managed to obtain multiple injuries and was returned to Med Bay, where the VAMP Divisional provided first-rate Medical support, if not, I believe I would have died.
I've been having a nightmare which is always the same, it's exactly the same and seems to happen once a week, maybe more depending on the events that day. It's always the exact same, I enter Kenji's house, standing over him as he's kneeling down and at the last moment he looks up at me, but he has the face of Shinji. And before I can stop myself from shooting him in the head, it's too late and he's already been killed, I always wake up short of breath and sweating. The VAMP Divisional expressed an interest in my condition, but I said I was fine, unable to tell them about what happened. Maybe here will help instead.
Perhaps like a Phoenix I will rise from the ashes and this weeks events are merely the mold that will shape the future me, I remain hopeful. I'm unsure how I want to decide where to go, I feel after serving in City 8 for as long as I did would have entitled me to a promotion, but I started here as a Recruit. I'm mostly enjoying this Sector and I feel as though I could take this as a learning experience, though the Officers seem more relaxed than those in City 8. I assume I'm going to end up resembling 738 from City 8, I plan to rarely swear infront of other Units as I feel it seems hypocritical.
I still have a bit to learn, I'm not feeling confident with the terminology within this Sector and the Datapad system they have is completely different from City 8, however I will master it.
Maya Katanaka,
Hail the Union.
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